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Monday, July 2, 2012

Today is Port Day & Shhh! Don't Tell Anyone

If there something going on the next day I can't sleep. I get up in the middle of the night and start cleaning or working on the computer to free my mind. Do you do the same? I got up at 3:45 this morning, clean up and now on the computer. By the way the latest winners have been announced on the post.

Today is port day for mom, I'm going to carry my laptop with me to the hospital, not sure what kind of connection will be there. Next Monday is chemo day, I may not sleep all week worrying about that. I'm going to take one day at a time, however.

Stress is me:)

Shhh! Don't Tell Anyone
I went to the doctor with terrible pain in my shoulder blade and running fever. She gave me steroids and a bacterial pills from the recurrent cold I've been having since December, after my lungs were X rayed. I finally let her give my meds for stress. My back now feels better, was it the stress?

I don't know why but, I always thought it was bad to take anti depression meds. I still feel bad for taking them. I feel calmer and more relaxed now, I've just been so stressed about my mom. I think I was about to break and I just got to be strong to take care of her and my little boys.

I'm accepting these past weeks I can't do everything, I have to ask for help and taking time for me when needed. A great thing is I now found a affordable health plan for $39.00 each month to be a member. Then I get discounted doctor visits, labs, Xrays, etc. 


Anonymous said...

I am glad to hear you are taking care of yourself... if the day comes and i am in your shoes and feeling stressed and ready to break - I know I will rememeber this and take care of myself like you did and get what my body needs/is lacking at the time for as long as it's needed. Keep calm and carry on taking care of yourself.